When will the "this too shall pass" begin?

Have been hibernating too long.
Emotions couldn't fit in my tiny heart with a faint beat.

What do you do when a brother hurts you?
What do you do when a sister doesn't understand you?
What do you do when a friend abandoned you?
What do you do when everything that comes your way, just keep on sticking to the hems of your pants like a splinter that pokes your ankle?
What do you do when tears at night just doesn't wanna flow?

I'm like a balloon about to burst, but just couldn't.
I need to be pricked. I need it quick.

I am strong. I really am... or so I thought...

I kept saying to myself, look forward to tomorrow. It will be better than yesterday.
I kept saying to myself, everything happens for a reason. So what is the reason? No one could explain.

LOOK FORWARD TO TOMORROW! Thats what I always say. But the better day is yet to come.

Where do you go?
Who do you run to?

This too shall pass...

When will the passing starts?

Im running out of options.
Im running out of places to hide the tears.
Im running out of water to wash away the pain.

Until when can this mask hold?
Until when can this smile hide whats really inside?

Tell me, when will the "this too shall pass" begin?